The Greek word for abide is meno. It means to stay in a given place, state, relation, or expectancy. 

You are not alone. You are connected to the vine, filled, and woven together with the unstoppable power of your Heavenly Father who tends to the vine. He carefully tends to you as you abide in him bringing your fruit to its fullness.

The Holy Spirit fills you inside as you abide with him, and invites you to remain connected to that flow. He is feeding His life into you and through you into others.

You are perfectly positioned.

John 15:1-5 NKJV
I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.